CARE staff in Hodeidah: “I am afraid for my family”
Blog written by Mohammad, our colleague and last staff member in Hodeidah:
Hodeidah is my home. I have lived here since I was born. I love this city, but right now I am afraid something bad will happen to my family and myself.
Since this morning we hear planes flying very low. The sound is horrifying. I have never heard it this strong. Whenever I hear them so close I feel so scared for my family.
Most of the people in Hodeidah are very poor. It’s a fishermen’s community – most people earn their living by selling fish on the market.
When the war started the situation got worse and Hodeidah was really a forgotten place.
Now, with the current attacks, it is getting worse and worse. I am afraid of what is going to happen to my people here.
So many people are sick already. Diseases like cholera, dengue and malaria are spreading. If you go to any house in Hodeidah you will definitely find two or more members of the family who had a dengue fever and not once, but at least twice in the past months.
Usually during the Eid celebration you see children in the streets playing and you hear fireworks in the streets. This Eid people are afraid to let their children go out alone in the streets.
Despite what is happening and how worried people are they are trying to maintain a smile in their faces and enjoy Eid with their families. But it is so hard, for myself as well.
I am afraid and very worried that the electricity will be cut off once the city is attacked. This can’t happen in Hodeidah because the weather is very hot and humid, especially during this month and the coming summer months.
Also if the electricity goes off that means we don’t have any water.
This will have a huge impact on the already very dire humanitarian situation in the city, where more than 600,000 people are living. I am not sure if we will be able to survive.
I am also afraid that we will have to leave our houses. Until now I can’t make a decision whether to leave or to stay. We don’t want to leave our house. It’s the house my father has built over decades, it’s our home. The house that my siblings and I grew up in and where we have so many precious memories.
I don’t want to see my city getting destroyed because of clashes and airstrikes.
Here in Hodeidah the houses are weak and old – most of them are made of mud and bricks. If a house gets hit by an airstrike, not only that house but also the other houses beside it will collapse easily.
Right now, more than ever I wish that all parties will stop bombing and start talking again. They need to find an agreement. I hope that they decide to negotiate rather than destroying my home city and the lives of thousands of people.
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